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Chapter 7: Painting Over Cracks

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Updated Nov 1, 2025 • ~14 min read

The country club smelled like money and judgment.

Camille sat in the passenger seat of Eleanor’s Mercedes, watching the ivy-covered building approach with the kind of dread usually reserved for dental appointments. Eleanor had announced at breakfast that Camille would be accompanying her to the monthly Ladies’ Auxiliary luncheon—not an invitation, an order.

“It’s important that you be seen,” Eleanor had said, dabbing her lips with a linen napkin. “The wives in this family have responsibilities. Social obligations. You’ll need to learn them.”

Nicholas had shot Camille an apologetic look across the table, but he’d left for the office before she could protest. Leaving her alone with Eleanor and whatever fresh hell awaited at the Ashton Country Club.

“Remember to smile,” Eleanor said now, pulling into a parking spot reserved with a small brass plaque: E. ASHTON. “These women are vultures. They’ll pick apart every word you say, every gesture you make. Show weakness and they’ll devour you.”

“Sounds delightful.”

Eleanor’s lips quirked. “They’re my friends, darling. Of course they’re terrible.” She checked her reflection in the rearview mirror, smoothing an already perfect hair. “Just follow my lead. Laugh at their jokes. Compliment their jewelry. And for God’s sake, don’t mention money. It’s gauche.”

Camille looked down at her outfit—a cream silk blouse and tailored navy slacks that had appeared in her closet that morning, tags removed, perfectly pressed. More clothes she hadn’t bought, hadn’t chosen, hadn’t wanted. The sapphire ring caught the afternoon sun, throwing blue light across the dashboard.

“Ready?” Eleanor asked, though it wasn’t really a question.

The club’s interior was exactly what Camille expected: dark wood paneling, oil paintings of stern men in riding gear, thick carpets that muffled every sound. A hostess in a black dress greeted Eleanor by name, leading them through the main dining room toward a private salon in the back.

“Mrs. Ashton, how wonderful to see you,” the hostess gushed. “And this must be—”

“My new daughter-in-law, Camille.” Eleanor’s hand landed on Camille’s shoulder, the grip just slightly too tight to be comfortable. “Nicholas’s wife.”

The hostess’s smile turned predatory. “Of course. We’ve all been so eager to meet her. The wedding was quite… sudden.”

“When you know, you know,” Eleanor said smoothly. “Why wait?”

They entered the salon, and twelve pairs of eyes turned toward them. The women seated around the large table were all cut from the same cloth—expensive clothes, expensive jewelry, expensive hair. Ages ranged from fifties to seventies, but they all had that same look: sharp, maintained, powerful in the way only old money could be.

“Eleanor!” A woman with silver hair and a string of pearls stood, moving to embrace Eleanor with the kind of air-kisses that never quite made contact. “And this must be the mysterious bride. Penelope Davenport,” she said, extending a manicured hand to Camille. “I’ve known Nicholas since he was in diapers.”

“It’s nice to meet you.” Camille shook her hand, trying to match the woman’s firm grip.

“Sit, sit.” Another woman gestured to the empty seats beside her. “We ordered the spring salad and the salmon. I hope that’s acceptable?”

“Perfect,” Eleanor said, settling into her chair like it was a throne. Camille took the seat beside her, hyperaware of every eye still studying her.

“So.” A woman in a lavender suit leaned forward. “Tell us everything. How did you two meet? Eleanor has been terribly secretive.”

“The Whitfield Foundation benefit,” Camille recited the story they’d practiced. “Last September. Nicholas spilled champagne on my dress.”

Laughter rippled around the table—polite, calculated.

“How clumsy of him,” Penelope said. “Though I suppose it worked out in his favor.”

“It did,” Camille agreed. “He insisted on paying for the dry cleaning. That’s how we ended up exchanging numbers.”

“And you’re a… grant writer, is that correct?” The woman in lavender made it sound like a hobby rather than a profession.

“I am. I work with nonprofits, helping them secure funding.”

“How noble.” The words were complimentary, but the tone suggested otherwise. “It must be quite a change, moving from that world into… all this.”

“Camille is adjusting beautifully,” Eleanor interjected, her smile razor-sharp. “Though she’s still learning our ways. It takes time to understand the family’s expectations, the social obligations, the traditions.”

The emphasis on “still learning” made Camille’s cheeks burn. Eleanor was undermining her while pretending to support her, pointing out her inadequacies while wrapped in the language of encouragement.

“I’m sure you’re a wonderful teacher, Eleanor,” Penelope said, sipping her wine. “You’ve always had such exacting standards.”

“Someone has to maintain them.” Eleanor’s hand found Camille’s, squeezing it in a gesture that would look affectionate to anyone watching. Her rings dug into Camille’s fingers. “The Ashton name means something. I won’t have it diminished.”

Lunch arrived—delicate portions of salmon on beds of microgreens, everything arranged like art on white china. Camille picked up her fork, hyperaware of which utensil to use, how quickly to eat, where to place her napkin. Every movement felt choreographed.

“And where is your family from, Camille?” A woman across the table asked. “Eleanor mentioned Connecticut?”

“Yes. Hartford area.” Camille took a careful bite of salmon, buying time.

“Hartford.” The woman repeated it like she was trying to place it on a map. “How… quaint. And what does your father do?”

“He passed away when I was young.” The truth, deployed like a shield. “He owned a mechanic shop.”

The silence that followed was microscopic but devastating. Mechanic shop. Working class. Not their world.

“How difficult that must have been,” Penelope said, her sympathy so obviously fake it was almost insulting. “And your mother raised you alone?”

“She did.”

“Remarkable.” Eleanor’s voice was smooth, filling the awkward pause. “Patricia is quite resilient. Though of course, she’s thrilled that Camille has found such security now.”

The implication was clear: Camille had married up. Way up. And everyone at this table knew it.

“Security is so important,” the woman in lavender agreed. “Especially in uncertain times.”

The conversation shifted to safer topics—upcoming charity galas, vacation homes, whose daughter was engaged to whose son. Camille ate her salmon and tried to look engaged while the women around her discussed a world she’d never been part of and never would be, no matter how long she wore Eleanor’s ring.

“We’re hosting a small dinner party next Friday,” Penelope said, turning to Eleanor. “Just twenty people or so. I do hope you and Nicholas will bring Camille. We’re all dying to get to know her better.”

“We’d be delighted,” Eleanor answered before Camille could speak. “Camille needs to start building relationships within our circle. She can’t hide away at the estate forever.”

“I’m not hiding,” Camille said, the words coming out sharper than intended.

Eleanor’s smile didn’t waver, but her eyes flashed a warning. “Of course not, dear. I simply meant that you’re still settling in. Finding your footing. It’s perfectly natural to feel overwhelmed at first.”

There it was again. The subtle undermining. Overwhelmed. Still settling. Finding your footing. Each phrase a tiny knife, reminding everyone at the table that Camille didn’t belong.

“I imagine it is quite overwhelming,” the woman in lavender said. “The Ashton family is so prominent. So much history, so many traditions. And poor Nicholas, so particular about everything.” She laughed. “I remember when he was engaged before, to that lovely girl—what was her name?”

The table went silent. Someone coughed. Penelope shot the woman in lavender a look that could have melted steel.

“Juliette,” Camille said quietly, watching Eleanor’s reaction. “Her name was Juliette Montgomery.”

Eleanor’s expression didn’t change, but something flickered in her eyes—surprise, maybe, that Camille knew the name. That she wasn’t caught off guard.

“Yes,” Eleanor said carefully. “That was a difficult time for the family. But Nicholas has moved forward now. He’s very happy.”

“We both are,” Camille added, meeting Eleanor’s gaze directly. “Nicholas told me about Juliette. About what she meant to him. I’m not trying to replace her or pretend she didn’t exist. But I am his present. And hopefully his future.”

The declaration hung in the air. Around the table, the women exchanged glances—some impressed, some skeptical, all of them recalculating their assessment of the girl from Connecticut who’d married into the Ashton family.

Eleanor’s hand found Camille’s again, but this time the squeeze felt different. Less punishment, more acknowledgment. “Well said, dear.”

The tension broke as dessert arrived—individual chocolate soufflés that probably required advanced degrees to make. The conversation turned back to safer topics, and Camille let herself breathe again.

But she could feel Eleanor watching her, calculating, adjusting her strategy. The mention of Juliette had been a test—whether from the woman in lavender or Eleanor herself, Camille couldn’t be sure. But she’d passed. Barely.

After lunch, there were air-kisses and promises to “do this again soon” that everyone knew were lies. Eleanor guided Camille back through the club with her hand on her elbow, nodding at acquaintances as they passed.

“You did well,” Eleanor said once they were in the car, her tone almost grudging. “Better than I expected.”

“You mean I didn’t embarrass you.”

“I mean you held your own.” Eleanor started the car, pulling out of her reserved spot. “Margot—the woman in lavender—is a vicious gossip. She brought up Juliette deliberately, to see how you’d react. To see if Nicholas had told you about her or if you’d be blindsided.”

“And you let her do it.”

“I wanted to see how you’d handle it.” Eleanor’s eyes stayed on the road. “You could have deflected, could have pretended not to know who Juliette was. But you claimed your place instead. Acknowledged the past but asserted your present.” She glanced at Camille. “That took courage.”

“Or desperation.”

“Often the same thing.” Eleanor turned onto the main road, heading back toward the estate. “You’re learning, Camille. Slowly, but you’re learning. This world requires a thick skin and a sharp tongue. Weakness gets exploited. Hesitation gets punished.”

“Is that what you’re doing? Punishing me for being weak?”

“I’m preparing you.” Eleanor’s voice was firm. “Those women will eat you alive if you let them. They’ll pick apart your clothes, your background, your marriage, everything. You need to be strong enough to withstand it.”

“By undermining me in front of them? By pointing out how much I’m ‘still learning’?”

“By showing them you can take it.” Eleanor’s lips curved into something almost like a smile. “If you can survive lunch with me and the Ladies’ Auxiliary, you can survive anything this family throws at you.”

Camille stared out the window, watching the landscape blur past. Manicured lawns, stone walls, houses that looked more like museums than homes. This was her world now, whether she wanted it or not.

“How long?” she asked suddenly. “How long did it take you to fit in? When you married Nicholas’s father?”

Eleanor was quiet for so long that Camille thought she wouldn’t answer. Then: “Twenty years. And even then, I never truly fit. I simply became powerful enough that it didn’t matter.”

The honesty of it was startling. Camille looked at Eleanor—really looked—and saw not just the calculating matriarch but a woman who’d fought her own battles in this world, who’d clawed her way to the top of a hierarchy that had never wanted her.

“Is that what you want for me?” Camille asked. “To become powerful enough that it doesn’t matter?”

“I want you to survive.” Eleanor’s hands tightened on the steering wheel. “Because if you don’t, Nicholas won’t. He’ll retreat back into himself, back into his grief, and I won’t be here to pull him out of it.”

The admission—that Eleanor wouldn’t be here—hung in the air between them. The terminal diagnosis, the six to twelve months, the clock ticking down on her carefully constructed empire.

“He needs someone strong,” Eleanor continued. “Someone who won’t break under pressure. Someone who can hold this family together when I’m gone.” She glanced at Camille. “I thought you might be that person. After today, I’m almost certain of it.”

“I’m not strong. I’m broke and desperate and lying to everyone I care about.”

“Strong people are often born from desperation.” Eleanor turned onto the long driveway leading to the estate. “The question is whether you’ll let that desperation consume you or whether you’ll use it to build something real.”

They pulled up to the house, and Camille saw Nicholas’s car already in the drive. He was home early, probably eager to hear how lunch had gone. What torture Eleanor had put her through.

“One more thing,” Eleanor said before Camille could open the door. “Next Friday’s dinner party at Penelope’s house. You and Nicholas need to appear united. Affectionate. Completely in love.” She paused. “These people will be watching for cracks. Don’t give them any.”

“We’ll be convincing.”

“You’d better be.” Eleanor’s eyes were hard. “Because the moment they sense weakness, they’ll pull you apart to see what’s inside. And they won’t put you back together when they’re done.”

Camille got out of the car, her legs shaky from two hours of performing, of watching every word, of feeling constantly judged. The front door opened and Nicholas appeared, concern written across his face.

“How was it?” he asked as Camille climbed the steps.

She glanced back at Eleanor, who was watching them both with calculating eyes.

“Exactly as terrible as expected,” Camille said. “Where’s the wine?”

Nicholas’s laugh was genuine, surprised. He put his arm around her shoulders—a gesture for Eleanor’s benefit, but it felt solid, grounding. Real, almost.

“Kitchen. Come on.”

They went inside together, leaving Eleanor in the driveway. Through the window, Camille watched her sit in the car for a long moment, hands still on the steering wheel, staring at the house she’d built. The empire she was trying to protect.

“She called you strong,” Nicholas said, pouring two generous glasses of red wine. “That’s high praise from Eleanor Ashton.”

“She called me ‘still learning our ways’ in front of her entire social circle.”

“Also high praise. It means she thinks you’re teachable.” Nicholas handed her a glass, their fingers brushing. “She only bothers teaching people she thinks are worth the effort.”

Camille took a long drink, the wine warming her from the inside. “Your mother is exhausting.”

“Welcome to my entire life.”

They moved to the living room, settling onto the sofa with careful distance between them. Outside, Eleanor finally got out of the car, moving toward the house with her usual precise grace.

“Next Friday,” Camille said. “Dinner party at Penelope Davenport’s house. Your mother says we need to be convincing.”

“We’re always convincing.”

“Are we?” Camille looked at him. “Because I’m starting to forget where the performance ends and reality begins.”

Nicholas met her eyes, and something passed between them—understanding, maybe, or shared exhaustion. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “Me too.”

The front door opened. Eleanor’s footsteps echoed through the foyer, heading toward her study. The performance resumed—Nicholas shifted slightly closer to Camille, and she leaned into him, their bodies fitting together like they’d done this a thousand times.

Just in case Eleanor looked into the living room. Just in case the staff walked by. Just in case, just in case, just in case.

The performance never ended. That was the truth Camille was finally beginning to understand.

Every smile, every touch, every moment was calculated for an audience. And eventually, if you performed long enough, you forgot who you’d been before the curtain rose.

Camille just hoped that when the year was over and the performance ended, there’d be enough of her left to recognize.

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