Updated Jan 14, 2026 • ~13 min read
POV: Hailey
I didn’t sleep.
How could I sleep when I was three feet away from a man who’d barely said ten words to me, in a cabin losing heat by the minute, in a storm that had just destroyed a week of perfect planning?
How could I sleep when my entire promotion was slipping through my fingers?
How could I sleep when the thought of being stuck—trapped—unable to leave—triggered every abandonment fear I’d spent a decade in therapy trying to manage?
So I lay there. Eyes open. Watching the firelight dance on the ceiling. Listening to the storm. Listening to Reid’s breathing—steady, even, like he’d fallen asleep immediately. Like being trapped with a stranger in a blizzard was just another Tuesday for him.
Maybe it was.
The man seemed comfortable with isolation in a way I’d never understand.
I envied that. Sort of. Maybe.
Okay, no. I didn’t envy it. I feared it. The idea of choosing to be alone—of wanting solitude more than connection—that was incomprehensible to me. I’d spent years in group homes learning that alone meant forgotten. Alone meant un-chosen. Alone meant waiting for someone to remember you existed.
I’d take people over solitude any day.
Even grumpy, barely-speaking mountain men who looked at me like I was an inconvenience they were stuck managing.
At some point in the night, the fire died down to embers. I waited to see if Reid would notice. He did—sat up without a word, added more wood, stoked the flames back to life, then returned to his sleeping bag.
“Thank you,” I whispered.
He grunted.
I wasn’t sure if that was “you’re welcome” or “shut up and go to sleep” but I decided to interpret it generously.
Eventually, exhaustion won. I drifted into uneasy sleep filled with dreams of storms and locked doors and social workers packing my things while I promised I’d be better, I’d be good, please don’t make me leave—
I woke to pale gray light and the smell of coffee.
Reid was already up, standing by the kitchen window, mug in hand, staring out at—
At white. Just white. Snow piled against the windows. Wind still howling. The world erased.
I sat up, sleeping bag rustling. He glanced over but didn’t speak.
“Morning,” I tried.
“Coffee’s on the stove.”
Two words. Progress.
I extracted myself from the sleeping bag—my clothes were wrinkled, my hair was chaos, and I probably had pillow lines on my face. Not exactly the polished professional image I usually maintained. But there was no mirror, no audience except Reid, and he didn’t seem to care what I looked like.
That should’ve been freeing.
Instead it felt vulnerable. Like my armor was missing.
I poured coffee into the mug he’d left out—thoughtful, despite the grumpiness—and joined him at the window.
“Wow,” I said quietly.
“Yeah.”
“Can we even see the cars?”
“No.”
“How long will this last?”
“Three days. Maybe four.”
“And we’re just—stuck here.”
“Yeah.”
The monosyllables were going to drive me insane. But pushing him would probably make it worse. I’d dealt with difficult clients before. I knew the play: be pleasant, be useful, wait for them to warm up.
Except I’d never been trapped with a difficult client before.
“What’s the plan for today?” I asked, trying for upbeat.
“Survive.”
“Okay, but like—specifically?”
He finally looked at me. Really looked at me. His eyes were gray—storm gray—and intense in a way that made me want to look away. I didn’t.
“Keep the fire going. Melt snow for water. Ration food. Stay warm. That’s it.”
“So we just… sit here?”
“Unless you have a better plan.”
I didn’t. That was the problem. I was used to controlling situations. Used to having checklists and timelines and backup plans. Used to making things happen.
But you couldn’t make a blizzard stop. Couldn’t organize your way out of being snowed in. Couldn’t plan for—
For sitting still. For having nothing to do except exist with your own thoughts and a stranger who didn’t want you here.
“I could help,” I said. “With whatever needs doing. I’m good at—”
“At what? Event planning? Not much use here.”
Ouch. That stung more than it should have.
He must have seen it on my face because he sighed—long-suffering—and softened. Marginally. “Can you chop wood?”
“…No.”
“Can you work a generator?”
“Probably not?”
“Can you navigate in whiteout conditions?”
“Definitely not.”
“Then the most helpful thing you can do is stay inside, stay warm, and don’t create problems I have to solve.”
I opened my mouth to argue. Closed it. He wasn’t wrong. I was completely out of my element. Useless. A liability, like he’d said yesterday.
The realization sat heavy in my chest.
“I can organize things,” I said quietly. “I’m really good at organizing things.”
Something flickered in his expression—maybe pity, maybe annoyance. “Fine. Organize the food storage. Make sure nothing’s going to spoil. Create an inventory system if it makes you feel better.”
It would make me feel better. Having something to control. Something to perfect.
“Okay,” I said. “I can do that.”
He nodded and went back to staring out the window.
I took my coffee to the kitchen area and started assessing our supplies.
Turned out I was good at food inventory. Really good. I organized everything by category, then by expiration date, then created a meal plan that would maximize nutrition while minimizing waste. I found paper and made lists—breakfast options, lunch options, dinner options, snack rations.
It took me two hours and I worked with the kind of focused intensity usually reserved for seating charts and vendor coordination.
When I finished, I felt better. More in control. More useful. More—
More like myself. Or the version of myself I’d built. The competent one. The one worth keeping around.
Reid came over to check my work. Studied my color-coded lists and careful organization. I held my breath, waiting for criticism.
“This is good,” he said finally.
Two words. But they hit differently than the monosyllables from earlier.
They hit like validation. Like approval. Like—
Like I’d done something right.
“Thanks,” I said, trying not to sound too pleased.
He looked at me—another one of those intense looks that made me feel seen in an uncomfortable way. “You don’t have to perform here. It’s just us. No one’s grading you.”
The observation was too accurate. Too close to truths I wasn’t ready to examine.
“I don’t know what you mean,” I said automatically.
“Yeah, you do.” But he didn’t push it. Just took one of my lists and nodded. “We’ll start with this for lunch.”
He moved to the kitchen, started pulling ingredients. I watched him work—efficient, methodical, no wasted movements. He clearly knew what he was doing.
“Can I help?” I asked.
“Can you cook?”
“…I can follow instructions?”
The corner of his mouth twitched. Not quite a smile, but close. “Cutting board’s there. Chop these.”
He handed me vegetables and a knife.
I could do this. I could chop vegetables. This was useful. This was helping.
I started chopping—carefully, precisely, making each piece uniform because if I was going to do this, I was going to do it right.
“You don’t have to make them perfect,” Reid said without looking up from the pot he was stirring. “They’re going in soup.”
“I know. I just—” I didn’t finish. Didn’t want to admit that making things perfect was the only way I knew how to be. That good enough felt like failure. That useful meant valuable and valuable meant chosen and chosen meant safe.
He didn’t press. Just let me chop my perfectly uniform vegetables in silence.
We worked side by side for twenty minutes. No conversation. Just the sounds of cooking and the storm outside.
It should’ve been awkward.
Instead it was… not terrible.
When we sat down to eat—soup that was surprisingly good—I realized this was the first meal I’d had in recent memory where I wasn’t scrolling through my phone or working or mentally planning the next seventeen things on my to-do list.
I was just… eating. Present. Here.
It felt strange.
“This is really good,” I said. “Where’d you learn to cook?”
“Necessity. Had to feed myself after I moved here.”
“Didn’t you cook before?”
“Takeout. Restaurants. Too busy to bother.”
“Too busy with architecture?”
I saw him tense. Shoulders rigid. Expression shuttering closed.
“Sorry,” I said quickly. “I didn’t mean to pry.”
“Then don’t.”
The wall was back up. Conversation over.
I ate the rest of my soup in silence, kicking myself for pushing. For asking. For trying to—
For trying to know him. Because that’s what I did. Tried to connect. Tried to make people comfortable. Tried to be worth keeping around by being interested and engaging and—
And exhausting. Rose had been right. Performing happiness was exhausting.
After lunch, Reid went to chop more wood. I cleaned up—washing dishes in melted snow water, careful to conserve—and then found myself with nothing to do.
No work. No planning. No busy tasks to distract me.
Just… time. Stuck time. Trapped time.
The walls started closing in.
I paced the cabin. Checked my phone—still dead, no way to charge it. Looked out the window at endless white. Tried to read the paperback I’d packed but couldn’t focus.
Tried not to think about Victoria probably promoting Amanda right now. Tried not to think about being trapped here, powerless, unable to fix anything. Tried not to think about—
About being ten years old and asking the social worker when I could go back home, and she’d said gently, “Honey, this is your home now,” and I’d known—known with certainty—that I’d done something wrong. Been something wrong. And they’d sent me back.
“Hey.”
I jumped. Reid was standing in the doorway, snow in his hair, looking at me with something like concern.
“You okay?”
“Fine! I’m fine. Everything’s fine.”
“You’re pacing.”
“Just restless. I don’t like sitting still.”
He studied me for a long moment. Then, surprisingly: “Come help me with the wood.”
“I thought you said I couldn’t chop wood?”
“You can’t. But you can stack it. I’ll show you.”
It was an offering. A task. A way to be useful.
I grabbed my jacket—inadequate for this weather but better than nothing—and followed him outside.
The cold hit like a wall. Snow past my knees. Wind stealing my breath. But Reid moved through it like it was nothing, cutting a path for me to follow.
He showed me how to stack wood properly—angles, air flow, keeping it dry. It was detailed work, precise work, and I found myself focusing on it with the same intensity I’d bring to a seating chart.
“You’re good at this,” he said after a while.
“I’m good at following instructions.”
“You’re good at making things… organized. Structured. Controlled.”
I looked up at him. He was watching me with those storm-gray eyes, and I felt suddenly exposed.
“Control is important,” I said.
“Why?”
Because chaos meant powerlessness. Meant things happening to you instead of you making them happen. Meant being at the mercy of other people’s choices. Meant—
“Because it is,” I said instead.
He nodded slowly, like he understood something I hadn’t said.
“Fair enough.”
We worked in silence for another hour. It was cold and exhausting and my hands were numb and my inadequate boots were soaked through.
But I felt useful. Needed, even. Like I was contributing instead of just being a burden he had to manage.
When we finally went back inside, he made hot chocolate—actual hot chocolate from scratch, with real cocoa and vanilla—and handed me a mug.
“Thanks,” I said, wrapping my hands around it gratefully.
“You did good today,” he said.
Three words. Simple. But they settled warm in my chest, better than the hot chocolate.
“I helped?”
“Yeah. You helped.”
I smiled—a real smile this time, not the performance version. “Good. I don’t like being useless.”
“You’re not useless.”
“You said I was a liability.”
“I said you weren’t equipped for blizzard survival. That’s different.”
“Is it?”
“Yeah.” He sat down across from me, cradling his own mug. “You organized the food, helped with firewood, didn’t panic when the generator died. That’s not useless. That’s adapting.”
Adapting. I liked that. Better than failing. Better than being—
Than being unwanted.
“Can I ask you something?” I said.
He tensed. “Depends.”
“Why do you live up here alone?”
“Because I want to be alone.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s safer.”
“Safer than what?”
His jaw tightened. Eyes went distant. “Than the alternative.”
He didn’t elaborate. And I knew—knew from the way he’d shut down earlier, the way his shoulders went rigid, the way he looked like he was remembering something painful—I knew I shouldn’t push.
But I was curious. And maybe a little reckless from being stuck here. And maybe I wanted to understand this man who confused me—who was grumpy and kind and isolated and protective all at once.
“Safer for who?” I asked softly. “You? Or everyone else?”
His eyes snapped to mine. Sharp. Guarded. Hurt.
“Both,” he said finally.
And then he got up, went to the fire, and didn’t speak to me for the rest of the night.
I’d pushed too far. I knew it. But now I knew something else too:
Reid Foster wasn’t just isolated.
He was hiding.
And whatever he was hiding from… it had broken something in him.
I recognized that. The breaking. The hiding.
I did it too.
Just differently.
As I lay in my sleeping bag that night, listening to the storm and his careful breathing, I wondered:
What happened to you, Reid Foster?
And why do I want to know?
I didn’t have answers.
But for the first time since I’d arrived in Pine Ridge—maybe for the first time in years—I wasn’t thinking about work. Wasn’t thinking about my promotion. Wasn’t thinking about being perfect.
I was just thinking about the man three feet away.
The broken, hiding, complicated man who’d called me “not useless.”
Who’d made me hot chocolate.
Who’d given me a task when he saw me spiraling.
Who was, despite everything, kind.
Even when he didn’t want to be.
Maybe especially then.
I fell asleep wondering what that meant.
And whether three days trapped together would be enough to figure it out.
Or whether it would just break us both.
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