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Chapter 29: Looking forward

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Updated Dec 4, 2025 • ~6 min read

Fifteen years after their wedding, Savannah stood in Emilia’s room helping her pack for college.

“I can’t believe you’re actually leaving,” Savannah said, folding another shirt.

“Mom, it’s just college. I’ll be back for holidays.”

“I know. But still. My baby’s growing up.”

Emilia, eighteen now and so much like Savannah it was startling, rolled her eyes fondly. “I’m not a baby.”

“You’ll always be my baby. Even when you’re forty.”

“Great. Very reassuring.”

Charlotte appeared in the doorway, now thirteen and in that awkward middle school phase. “Can I have Emilia’s room when she leaves?”

“Absolutely not,” Emilia said immediately. “It’s still my room. I’m coming back.”

“But you won’t be here.”

“Doesn’t matter. My room.”

“Girls,” Savannah intervened. “Charlotte, you keep your room. Emilia, your room stays yours. Everyone’s happy.”

Later, after the girls were occupied with their own activities, Barry found Savannah on the back deck.

“Nostalgic?” he asked, joining her.

“Very. Our first baby’s going to college. When did that happen?”

“Gradually, then suddenly. Same as everything with parenting.”

“I’m not ready for empty nest.”

“We still have Charlotte for five more years.”

“And then it’s just us again.”

“Like it was before.”

“We had kids pretty quickly after getting married. I barely remember it being just us.”

“Should be interesting. We’ll have to remember how to be a couple without being parents first.”

“Sounds terrifying.”

“Sounds like an adventure.”

Emilia left for college in late August. They drove her to the University of Washington—close enough to visit, far enough to feel independent.

“You okay?” Barry asked as they drove home, the backseat empty without Emilia’s constant chatter.

“No. But I will be.”

Charlotte was quiet the whole drive. Missing her sister already.

“It’s going to be weird without her,” Charlotte said that night at dinner. The table felt too big with just three of them.

“It really is,” Savannah agreed. “But she’ll be back for Thanksgiving. And we can visit.”

“Can I have a bigger allowance now that you only have one kid at home?”

“Nice try,” Barry said, laughing.

Life adjusted to the new normal. FaceTime calls with Emilia multiple times a week. Charlotte getting more attention as an only child at home. Savannah and Barry rediscovering what it meant to be just them.

“We should go on more dates,” Barry suggested one evening. “No kids to coordinate around.”

“Just Charlotte.”

“Who’s thirteen and can stay home alone for a few hours.”

They started dating again. Dinner out without rushing home. Movies that didn’t have to be kid-friendly. Remembering what they’d been like before parenthood consumed their lives.

“I forgot what this felt like,” Savannah said after a particularly nice dinner. “Just being us. Not Mom and Dad.”

“We’re still Mom and Dad.”

“But we’re also Savannah and Barry. We forgot that for a while.”

“Easy to do with two kids.”

“Are you happy? With our life?”

“Incredibly happy. You?”

“So happy. Just—adjusting. Emilia leaving made me realize how fast time goes. Charlotte’s going to be gone before we know it. And then it’s just us again.”

“Is that a bad thing?”

“No. Just different. We’ll have to figure out who we are without kids at home.”

“We’ll figure it out like we figure everything else out. Together.”

Thanksgiving brought Emilia home. The house felt full again, alive with both girls and their noise.

“I missed this,” Charlotte admitted, helping Emilia bake cookies.

“Me too. College is great but weird. Like, I’m an adult but also still figuring everything out.”

“Welcome to adulthood,” Savannah said, watching them. “None of us know what we’re doing.”

“Even you and Dad?”

“Especially us. We’ve just gotten better at faking it.”

Christmas was perfect. Both girls home, family gathered, traditions maintained. Savannah took a thousand photos, aware these moments were precious and fleeting.

“Next year Charlotte’s in high school,” Barry observed. “Time keeps moving.”

“Too fast.”

“Way too fast.”

New Year’s brought reflection. Twenty-six years since they’d met. Fifteen years married. Two daughters growing into amazing humans. Careers still fulfilling. Life still good.

“What do you want for this year?” Savannah asked Barry as they watched the Seattle fireworks from their deck.

“More of this. Watching the girls grow. Growing old with you. Maybe plan a big trip for our twentieth anniversary?”

“Twenty years. That’s five years away.”

“We should start planning now. Make it special.”

“Return to Italy? Where we honeymooned?”

“Perfect.”

They stood holding each other, the new year beginning, their future stretching out bright and certain.

“I’m really glad we took the risk,” Savannah said softly. “All those years ago at that wedding. I’m glad I was brave enough to admit I loved you.”

“Me too. Best decision I ever made was telling you.”

“Second best. First best was—”

“Becoming your friend twenty-six years ago,” they said in unison, then laughed.

“We need new lines,” Barry said.

“Why? These ones work.”

“Fair point.”

Spring brought Charlotte’s eighth grade graduation—not as big as Emilia’s high school graduation had been, but still meaningful. Another milestone, another step toward independence.

“Stop growing up,” Savannah told Charlotte.

“Can’t. It’s biology.”

“Smart aleck.”

“Takes after you.”

Summer was family time. All four of them together, no school or work pressures. They took a road trip down the coast, visited national parks, made memories.

“This is nice,” Emilia said one evening. They were camping, sitting around a fire. “All of us together.”

“We should do it more often,” Charlotte agreed. “Before I leave for college too.”

“You have five years,” Barry pointed out.

“Still. Time goes fast.”

And she was right. Time did go fast.

But they had now. This moment. This family. This life they’d built together.

From almost to always.

From that statistics study group to this—twenty-six years of friendship, fifteen years of marriage, two amazing daughters, life continuing forward.

“To family,” Savannah said, raising her water bottle in toast.

“To family,” everyone echoed.

And to always.

To the life they’d chosen.

To every risk that had brought them here.

To tomorrow and every day after.

Together.

Always.

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