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Chapter 17: Waiting together

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Updated Nov 23, 2025 • ~7 min read

The two weeks after going public were a strange kind of limbo.

We were together—openly, officially—but still navigating what that meant. Still learning each other. Still figuring out how to blend our lives into something that resembled normal.

Whatever normal was anymore.

“Lily’s getting another tooth,” I observed one morning, watching her gnaw furiously on a teething ring. “Poor baby.”

“I’ll get the gel,” Damon said, already moving toward the nursery cabinet.

This had become our routine. Tag-teaming Lily’s care, finishing each other’s sentences, moving in sync like we’d been doing this for years instead of weeks.

It felt right.

Maybe too right.

“Can I ask you something?” I said as Damon applied the teething gel with practiced ease.

“Always.”

“Are we moving too fast?”

He looked up, his expression careful. “Do you feel like we are?”

“I don’t know. We went from barely speaking to living together to raising a child to being in a relationship in less than a month. That’s… fast.”

“It is,” he agreed. “But it’s also not. We’ve known each other for seven years, Keira. We loved each other for most of that time, even if we couldn’t acknowledge it. This—” He gestured between us. “—isn’t fast. It’s overdue.”

He had a point.

“What brought this on?” he asked, setting the gel aside and giving me his full attention.

“Beatrice called this morning. She’s worried we’re rushing into things. That I’m going to get hurt.”

“Beatrice has been worried about you getting hurt since you were born,” Damon said gently. “It’s kind of her thing.”

“I know. But what if she’s right? What if we’re caught up in proximity and shared responsibility and we’re mistaking that for love?”

Damon was quiet for a long moment. Then he scooped up Lily and handed her to me.

“Hold her. I’ll be right back.”

He left the nursery, and I stood there confused, swaying gently with Lily while she babbled contentedly.

He returned minutes later carrying a worn shoe box.

“What’s that?” I asked.

“Evidence.” He sat on the floor and patted the space beside him. “Sit.”

I settled next to him, Lily in my lap, while he opened the box.

Inside were… photos. Dozens of them.

He pulled out the first one—me at what looked like a gallery opening, laughing at something off-camera. I didn’t even remember the event.

“Ophelia’s engagement party,” Damon said. “You wore that green dress. Hated the whole night, I could tell. But then someone made a joke about the pretentious art, and you laughed. I took this picture because I wanted to remember what you looked like when you were genuinely happy.”

He pulled out another—me and Ophelia together, but Damon had clearly been focused on me.

“Christmas two years before the wedding. You’d just gotten back from a trip to Morocco. Spent the whole dinner talking about the colors, the light, how it changed your perspective on shadows.” His smile was soft. “I bought three books about Moroccan art history the next day.”

Photo after photo, all of me. Some candid, some staged group shots where I could see now that Damon’s attention had been on me, not the camera.

“I have a hundred of these,” he said quietly. “Maybe more. I told myself I was documenting Ophelia’s events, our life together. But every photo I actually kept? You’re in it. Or I took it because of something you said, somewhere you mentioned wanting to go, something that reminded me of you.”

My eyes were wet. “Damon—”

“You asked if we’re moving too fast. If this is just proximity.” He cupped my face in his hands. “Keira, I’ve been in love with you since the day we met. Every day of my marriage, you were there in the back of my mind—a road not taken, a choice I regretted. Coming home to find you here, having you in my life again—it’s not fast. It’s finally letting myself have what I’ve wanted all along.”

“Why didn’t you say anything? Back then?”

“Because I was a coward. Because Ophelia was pursuing me and you were holding back and I took the easy path instead of the right one. Because I convinced myself what I felt for you was just a crush, just cold feet about getting engaged, just anything except the truth.”

“Which was?”

“That I chose the wrong sister.” The words were raw, honest. “And I’ve regretted it every day since.”

I kissed him then, deep and desperate, trying to pour seven years of longing into the contact.

Lily squirmed between us, protesting the squish, and we broke apart laughing.

“Sorry, Lily-bean,” I murmured, adjusting her. “Mama and Daddy are being mushy.”

The words slipped out before I could stop them. Mama. I’d called myself Mama.

Damon’s eyes went wide. “Did you just—”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—I know I’m not her actual—”

“Say it again.”

“What?”

“Call yourself her mama again.” His voice was rough with emotion. “Please.”

“I’m… I’m her mama,” I whispered, the words feeling both foreign and perfect.

“You are,” he confirmed. “In every way that matters, you are. And I want—” He took a breath. “I want to make it official.”

My heart stopped. “What are you saying?”

“I’m saying let’s do this right. Let me adopt you formally as Lily’s co-parent. Let me put your name on her medical forms, her school enrollment, everything. Let the world know you’re not just her aunt or her guardian. You’re her mother.”

“Damon—”

“And eventually,” he continued, his blue eyes locked on mine, “when the time is right and we’re ready—let me make you my wife. Let me give you the life we should have had from the start.”

I couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think. Could only stare at him while my entire world tilted.

“You want to marry me?”

“Eventually. Not tomorrow—I know we need time. But yes. Absolutely yes. I want all of it with you, Keira. The messy mornings and the difficult conversations and the ordinary moments. I want to wake up next to you for the rest of my life and know I finally got it right.”

Lily chose that moment to grab my nose, babbling happily, completely oblivious to the massive conversation happening above her head.

“What do you say?” Damon asked softly.

What did I say? This man—this beautiful, broken, healing man—was offering me everything. A future, a family, forever.

“I say yes,” I whispered. “To the adoption paperwork. To building a life together. To eventually, someday, when we’re ready, being your wife.”

His smile could have lit the entire house.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

He kissed me again, soft and sweet and full of promise, while Lily gurgled contentedly between us.

“We’re really doing this,” he murmured against my lips.

“We’re really doing this.”

“No more doubts? No more wondering if we’re rushing?”

“Oh, I’ll still have doubts,” I admitted. “And people will still judge and gossip and question. But I’m done letting fear make my decisions. I’m done running from what I want.”

“And what do you want?”

“This. You. Lily. A family built on honesty and love and second chances.” I looked down at the baby in my arms, then back at Damon. “I want messy and complicated and real.”

“Messy and complicated and real,” he echoed. “I can do that.”

We sat there on the nursery floor, surrounded by toys and discarded photos and the promise of a future neither of us had thought possible.

And for the first time in seven years, I let myself believe it.

This was real.

We were real.

And we were going to make it work.

Together.

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